and that is what we call love isn't it?

Author: ctjuliana /

Its the scariest thing ever to realize how much someone means to you. When it really hits you, all these thoughts and questions rush tru your head at once. A sad emotion even starts to creep up on you slowly inch by inch as you start to wonder.


And..what if for some reason things dont work out? how are you possibly going to live without them?


Someone that once a stranger is now the only person you know like the back of your hand. Someone you once had no emotions for now has the power to break your heart. Someone you never used to hang out with now owns most of your time. Someone you never thought you'd love now owns you entire heart.


Someone you once lived without, you now wish to hold onto forever?



and that is wut we call love isn't it?

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i dont know if i'm . .

Author: ctjuliana /




" I Dont knOw If I'm getting Over it,


Or I'm Just Get used To it... "







~ listening to back to december, taylor swift ~





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pain happens when you care

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pain happens when you care



- Lisa Cuddy, House MD season 7-









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kecewa

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Hari ni, aku melihat seorang doktor mengalirkan air mata di sebabkan misscommunication and disrespectful between a group of medical students and a veterinar doctor. She was in tears while talking to me and it hurts me. Yes, she is a harsh person yet she still a doctor like our teacher in hukm. Dia berhak menerima sedikit penghormatan walaupun bukan disebabkan die seorang doktor haiwan, tetapi kerana die org yg lebih tua dari kita.

Perjalanan hidup kita sebagai seorang pelajar masih jauh. Lebih2 lagi kita juga bakal doktor, tak mustahil suatu hari nanti peristiwa ini akan berulang pada diri kita..tak mustahil juga kita juga akan mengalirkan air mata kerana kes yang sama.

" wut goes around comes around "

Walaupun peristiwa ini berlaku pagi tadi, kekecewaan ini masih terasa. Aku kecewa dengan diri sendiri kerana diri dibelenggu dilema. Dilema untuk memilih loyalty to friends or respect to a doctor..jika aku memilih keputusan yg benar, aku mungkin tidak akan sekecewa ini...


Syukurlah, aku sempat meminta maaf padanya..


Pengajaran yang amat besar buat ku harini.." ikhlaskan hati, hormatlah pada diri dan orang lain "









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biarkan

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biarkan mereka berkata
biarkan mereka mempersendakan
biakan mereka ketawa





Ingatlah, langit tidak sentiasa cerah





~ pedih ~











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begitulah awan

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Begitulah awan nano
Setia melindungi diri
Tika panas mencuba menggores pipi
Dan bibirmu

Begitulah awan nano
Sering saja tak terduga hadir
Dan tak akan tercapai jejarimu

Kasihnya
Kasih tiada banding
Setia tiada tara
Bagaimanapun jua

Awan kekasih sebenarmu sayang
Walaupun tak akan tercapai jejarimu









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life like a canvas

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" Life is like a canvas . It begins blank, and everyday is like another brush stroke with different colours . Make your life a wonderful masterpiece "




happy







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kembali sunyi

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kembali sunyi










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semoge kuat

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dimulakan dengan
Paediatrics
followed by
Obstetric and Gynaecology
Family Medicine
Emergency Medicine
Internal Medicine
Surgery
without any gap / mid sem holidays


and here we go, Professional Exam on march 2012



hectic life makes a year feels like a month. tapi, nak go tru 1 by 1 rse mcm separoh mati..smoge kuat winking



permudahkan urusan kami ya rabb praying

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18th April

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18 April 2011



Hoping the best things happen in one year time. Ya Rabb, bless us for the very last year in ukmmc as an undergraduate medical student, InsyaAllah.


Will start counting days for coming professional exams soon.


Nervous? Yes I am

Is it too early to feel nervous? No!! bcos time files so fast nowadays








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