..get well soon =))

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Simple entry to wish him a fast fever recovery..hope you'll feel better soon!! So tat, you can focusing on ur studies for dis coming mid term examinations.. ;))

"Give yourself whatever gifts of time and rest you need to feel better and know that you're surrounded by caring thoughts and prayers and heartfelt wishes"

~ rest easy and get well soon Dear.. =)) ~

~ listening to.."for you i will" by teddy geiger ~

..Would you be friend with me??

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"..Would you be friend with me..??"

"..Why do i need friends??"

~ i need friends for many reasons, no matter wut d time, d day and d season is ~

" ..Friend is someone who thinks you are good even though he knows that you are slightly cracked.."

"..A friend is someone who believes in you when you have ceased to believe in yourself.."

"..We need friends to comfort us when we are sad, to laugh with when we are glad.."

"..We need friends to give us good advice, someone we can count on to treat us nice.."

"..We need friends to remember us when we have passed, sharing memories that will always last.."

"..We need friends to help us solve our troubles, and to share good times so the joy is doubled.."

"..We need friends, because we want to let somebody know and share about our deepest thoughts, our ideas, and our real emotions.."

FRIENDS, They never leave your side, even in the worst of circumstances. When you are sitting with a friend, you dont feel the need to say words. They will understand even you are in silence..

"..Everyone hears what you say, Friends listen to what you have to say, Best friends listen to what you dont say.."

"..The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversations you've ever had.."

***This is my physiology of friendship***

"..Would you be friend with me..??"

~ m00d song "my wish", Rascal Flatts ~

..anat0my 0f friendship..

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"What is a friend means? A single soul dwelling in two bodies"... - Aristotle

"What is anotomy means? It is, part of our body".. - General

Im so boring today, so, i sort of "punggah" all the document and folder in this very old computer..suddenly, i found one special folder named "beautiful friendship"..i opened it. and...intrestingly, i found this nice article..it was an old article, but i would like to share it..

Read this out..

"""..My mother used to ask me what is the most important part of the body. Through the years I would take a guess at what I thought was the correct answer. When I was younger, I thought sound was very important to us as humans, so I said, "My ears, Mommy."

She said, "No. Many people are deaf. But you keep thinking about it and I will ask you again soon."

Several years passed before she asked me again. Since making my first attempt, I had contemplated the correct answer. So this time I told her,

"Mommy, sight is very important to everybody, so it must be our eyes".She looked at me and told me, "You are learning fast, but the answer is not correct because there are many people who are blind."

Stumped again, I continued my quest for knowledge and over the years, Mother asked me a couple more times and always her answer was, "No. But you are getting smarter every year, my child."

Then last year, my grandpa died. Everybody was hurt. Everybody was crying. Even my father cried. I remember that especially because it was only the second time I saw him cry. My Mom looked at me when it was our turn to say our final goodbye to Grandpa.

She asked me, "Do you know the most important body part yet, my dear?"

I was shocked when she asked me this now. I always thought this was a game between her and me. She saw the confusion on my face and told me,

"This question is very important. It shows that you have really lived in our life. For every body part you gave me in the past, I have told you were wrong and I have given you an example why. But today is the day you need to learn this important lesson".

She looked down at me as only a mother can. I saw her eyes well up with tears.

She said, "My dear, the most important body part is your shoulder. I asked, "Is it because it holds up my head?"

She replied, "No, it is because it can hold the head of a friend or a loved one when they cry. Everybody needs a shoulder to cry on sometime in life, my dear. I only hope that you have enough love and friends that you will always have a shoulder to cry on when you need it..."""

(its a nice story isnt it?) ;))

Moral of the stories..
  • EYES:
Will always see for your friends no matter how they are..
  • EARS:
Will always listen to them..and how you understand them..
  • MOUTH:
Will always tell them the truth and give your honest opinions..Share with them..
Will offer your shoulder whenever they need one to cry and lean on, will give them strength when you find it hard for them to carry on by themselves..
  • HEART:
To love them for who they really are and not judge, Will always have a place for them..
  • HANDS:
To hold them whenever they need a little guidance, hold them when they might fall, to lend when they need helps..
  • ARMS:
Will always make them feel comfortable in a way by offer hugs when they need someone. Will try to warm them whenever they are in cold..
  • FEET:
To walk with them throughout their life and be the best friend as you can be.

""As every part of our body play a vital functions towards friendship.. :) ""

Have you ever honestly ask yourself which person in our lives means the most to us??,..

We often find that it is those who, giving much advice, solutions, cures, share our pain and touch our wounds with a gentle and tender hands. The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hours of grief, who can tolerate,who would understand us in a way no matter how we were and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares...

..Quiet Nervous!!

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..Quiet Nervous now!! im going to face third year soon, its a clinical year..2 tahon theory da berlalu..(npe aku rse mse berjln ngn cpt nyer)..hari ni da 22 Aapril 2009...tggal brape ari je lg nk tempoh sem baru!! kat tmpt baru!!...uwaaa..trase choowak yg amt sgt!!..

Lepas bce blog seniors..huhu,,taterkate rasenye..x ley byg kan cm ne la idop aku nnti.. (=.=)

Tetibe rse...xtaw nk dscribe mcm mne!!..smue perasaan brcmpo adok..uwaa!! huhuhuhu... (=.=)
Someone plz help me!! =/

~juliana yg tengah moody~

im done!!

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This is taken from miss Ain's blog..A tag!! try to do it for d first time.. ;)

1. The rules are simple.
2. First, open your Google Image Search Engine.
3. Then, answer the questions below by search the photo related in the only fisrt page of the search engine.
4. Next, post the photo as your answer. You may put an eloberation under the photo.
5. Last but not least, tag your favourite friends (Unlimited).


1. Your favourite nickname
jue, jueli,juliana,ct,along,juju!! anything related to my name was my fav..especially juliana n juju..whenever my mother mad at me, she used to call me "juliana..owh juliana"..tuh tande die marah la tuh..meaning, i have to watch out... eheee..another nickname was "juju", it sounds manje rite!! ahaaa.. ;)



2. Your favourite place to go
CAIRO, it happens since i was in form 5..after SPM, i spent most of the time reading novel..n one of the novel attracting me to cairo city..it is a beautiful city, with many classical, historical things!!

3. Your favourite color
PURPLE..Purple has been used to symbolize magic and mystery, as well as royalty. Being the combination of red and blue, the warmest and coolest colors.. i love purple!! =)

4. Your favourite dress/clothes
ladies casual..A jeans with blouse or simple tshirt with tudung laa!! simple is d best..

5. Your favourite food
Always!! moist chocolate cake!! nyum3..

6. Your favourite drink
Always!! ice lemon tea..sweet + sour drink..an exotic taste ever!!haha..

7. Your favourite fruit
MANY!! but, the most fruit tat i like to eat was "granny smith" green apples..they are juicy, crispy, sour fruit!! euwww, imagine how d taste like!! nyummy nyummy =D

8. Your favourite veggetable
Always!! greenny, fleshy broccoli..masak la ape2 pon..set jek!!

9. Your favourite animal
White horse!! haha..konon2 mcm fairytale sket laa..( pgg kude pon x pnh, tetibe nk suke kude!!)..lantakla..tp i do suke kude puteh.. ;)

10. Your favourite body part
Dont noe!! xde yg menarek pon..i put face..cos i got chubby cheek mcm ain!! huhhh.. =D

Im done doing dis things..huhhhh, lme gak siap kn bnde alah nih..happy tagging!! =))

~to ana n d geng..sile la wat tag ini~

im getting well ;)

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"im getting well!!! lalalalala..im happy today!! so happy!! =))"

"say, thank you Allah..thank you Allah..once again, Alhamdulillah =))"

I stood up!!shock!!..bcos, i got my pizza n a bunch of chocolates yesterday!! them all were so nice!! thanx guys!! love it..like it.. so much!! tetibe rse mcm nk saket selalu je,,hehe...(x baek nye sy nieh)..ala guraw2 jek!! thanx for d care n love..really2 appreciate it!! anyway..jgn la kasi pizza n choc time org saket je..kasik selalu pon ok2 je..sebesa padang bola sy tadah kan!!hahaha..
I just love choc so much..sbb tuh tembam cm nieh..haishh chocolate, chocolate..why la korg ni sedap? hehe =P

x lupe jugak kepada Nuezz sbb tolong sy edit gmba ni..klo x ssh la nk upload pictures..thnx ek!!

Today is my lil brother's birthday..Muhammad Halif..sorry alif, along xde kat umah..InsyaAllah, der is a present for u..(wondering, wat would i buy for him erkkk?)..hurmmm??haaa..buku!! sbb die mls blaja..x macam akak die rajen blaja..(ahahahaha,,ye ler sgt tuh)..

hmm okey..once again thnx to family..for d pizzas n chocs..thnx so much!! thnx to nuezz for d editted pictures..and thnx to frens for d concern!! =)

~Alhamdulillah, im getting well!! =))~

its so good to be true..=)

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You're just too good to be true.
Cant take my eyes off you.
Youd be like heaven to touch.
I wanna hold you so much.
At long last love has arrived.
And I thank God Im alive.
You're just too good to be true.
Cant take my eyes off you.

Pardon the way that I stare.
Theres nothing else to compare.
The sight of you leaves me weak.
There are no words left to speak.
But if you feel like I feel.
Please let me know that its real.
Youre just too good to be true.
Cant take my eyes off you.

I need you baby, and if its quite all right,
I need you baby to warm a lonely night.
I love you baby. trust in me when I say ok.
Oh pretty baby, dont let me down I pray.
Oh pretty baby, now that I found you, stay.
And let me love you,
Oh baby let me love you, oh baby....

Youre just too good to be true.
Cant take my eyes off you.
Youd be like heaven to touch.
I wanna hold you so much.
At long last love has arrived.
And I thank God Im alive.
Youre just too good to be true.
Cant take my eyes off you.

I need you baby, and if its quite all right,
I need you baby to warm a lonely night.
I love you baby. trust in me when I say its ok
Oh pretty baby, dont let me down I pray.
Oh pretty baby, now that I found you, stay.
And let me love you,
Oh baby let me love you, oh baby....

I need you baby, and if its quite all right,
I need you baby to warm a lonely night.
I love you baby. trust in me when I say its ok
Oh pretty baby, dont let me down I pray. oh pretty
Baby, now that I found you, stay. and let me
Love you, oh baby let me love you, oh baby....

"cant take my eyes off of you by Lauryn Hill"..its an old, nice song!! layan~

SHEs cute..

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SHEs cute..so cute!! dont u think so?..=))
Many people say shes got such sexy lips..mcm angelina jolie..well,,i agree!! =P

featuring, Raja Khuzma Balqis..my sweetheart..hehe..;)

..presence is more than just being there..

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Presence is more than just being there..

"..take a breath, I pull myself together, Just another step till I reach the door, You’ll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you, I wish that I could tell you something, To take it all away.."

"..Sometimes I wish I could save you, And there’re so many things that I want you to know, I won’t give up till it’s over, If it takes you forever I want you to know.."

"..When I hear your voice, Its drowning in a whisper, It’s Just skins and bones, There’s nothing left to take, No matter what I do I can’t make you feel better, If only I could find the answer, To help me understand.."

"..Sometimes, I wish I could save you, And there’re so many things that I want you to know, I wont give up till it’s over, If it takes you forever I want you to know.."

"..that if you fall, stumble downI’ll pick you up of the ground, If you lose faith in you, I’ll give you checkup on through, Tell me you won't give up cause, I’ll be waiting if you fall, Oh you know, I’ll be there for you.."

"..If only I could find the answer, To take it all away.."

"..Sometimes i wish i could save you, And there’re so many things that I want you to know, I wont give up till it's over, If it takes you forever I want you to know.."

"..I wish I could save you.."

"..I want you to know.."

"..I wish I could save you.."

All the pictures are taken from worth the wait photography, which i edit them into black and white images..Besides, i put special sentence tat i took from Miss Ain's blog.."presence is more that just being there".. Please dont ask me why..
"i also dont no"..haha, but one thing for sure..i am, in that kind of mood.. ;)
Another thing is, i am in love with dis song, "save you" from simple plan..It so reminds me to him..my late tok lang..where, i wish..i wish i could save him..

" i wish i could save you, i wont give up till its over.."

Tapi apekan daya, ilmu x cukop lagi..hmmm, semoga Arwah di cucuri rahmat dan di tempat di kalangan orang2 yang solleh..amin~

Tercipta untukku..

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"..Menatap indahnya senyuman diwajahmu, Membuat ku terdiam dan terpaku, Mengerti akan hadirnya cinta terindah, Saat kau peluk mesra tubuhku, Banyak kata Yang tak mampu kuungkapkan Kepada dirimu.."

"..Aku ingin engkau slalu, Hadir dan temani aku, Disetiap langkah, Yang meyakiniku, Kau tercipta untukku, Meski waktu akan mampu, Memanggil seluruh ragaku, Ku ingin kau tau Ku slalu milikmu, Yang mencintaimu Sepanjang hidupku.."

Taraa~ Introducing, my brother and his beloved wife..kak aina..such plessure to have a story bout them..now..they quite nervous bcos they'll b mummy and daddy soon!! Lebey kurg lg sebulan je, InsyaAllah lahirlah ank pertame dorang..And ofcos la aku pon di antare org yg gembire!! excited pon ye gk!! ye la..first time aku nk dpt anak..ank buah laa..hehe..

Dis May would b d most precious time for them..bcos..

....1) as i mentioned above, they'll b mummy and daddy soon..

....2) they'll have their annyversary!!

Kire mcm adiah annyversary yg tersweet la dengan bakal kelahiran "permata hati" yg pertame..

Lirik lagu kat ats tu..taken from a song called "tercipta untukku", their favourite song actlly..jiwang kn husband n wife nieh.. =D

p/s : to abg, jage kak aina elok2, final call nieh.. ;)

~Listening to "tercipta untukku"..layannn~

frustrated!! frust sket je..hee~

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Hype der!! Its supposed to be makan time!! We (d familia except for angah) dicided to have a pizza for d dinner!!..der r 2 choices either domino's pizza or pizza hut..since my mum loves Domino's more, our destination must b Domino's pizza Batu Caves..

Frustrated!! really2 frust ler..On our way, my maksu suddenly called, she said her car was broke..since she and her husband dont noe wut to do..she asked my abah's help..without waiting any longer, abah turn around and says "sorry, kite mkn pizza len kali"..(abah is d most happy person by det time,,sbb die x suke pizza!!)..

Da la x jadi makan..kene tggu dorg repair kete plak..nseb bek, abah drop us kat umah maksu..boring2 kat situ, ngadap tv je la..lepas 1 1 channel tv aku tekan..nseb bek x rosak remote control tuh..=D FRUST!! since aku madly teringin nk makan pizza..ezzati punye psl la nie..hehe..(jgn mare ye cik ezzati)..huhuhu

..adek ku smpai tetido tunggu abah blk..

So at las, kitorg makan kat umah maksu je..tp best jugak la, makan ramai2..menu simple je..tp sbb ramai rse berselere je..tp frust tuh still ade!!hehe..tinggal sket je..tape!! esok luse maseh ade lagi..btol x? hehehe..

~listening to u found me, the fray~

long way to go..

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Semalam..10 April 2009, result untuk sem 4 da diumumkan..Alhamdulillah, syukur kepada Illahi..keputusan tuh memang x dijangkakan, aku ingt aku gagal, trutamenyer paper CNS laa. Blurr smcm je bile blaja CNS..too complicated sampai susah kotak fikiranku ini nk absorb ape yg doctor2 aja..doctor aja pon sy da x fhm,,bile bce sndiri, lg la trok...hehe

Morning, around 10 to 11 am..memang x trase pon yg result nk kua..debaran tuh mmg da x ade sbb da set kat pale otak ni that.."im going to fail dis time..so, trime je la"..honestly!! mmg aku x ltk hrpn pon ntok lulus..lps jwb soklan ospe yg almost 3 hours tu..berkecai punah hrpn nk lulus..=(

Around 11 am to 1 pm..my nek lang n kak shana dtg rumah..so i spent time with them..and ofcos la, bile borak ngn dorg lagi la sy wat x taw je ngn result..best borak2 ngn dorg..neklang pon makin ceria, x mcm mule2 mse arwah toklang meninggal..one thing i noticed about her..she use toklang's sapu tangan..b4 dis..xpenah2 pon die gune sapu tngn..hehe..nk lps rindu kat arwah kot..;))

choooop!! suddenly, nek lang tnyer aku "bile result klua ct?"..tersentap seketike..mne dorg taw aku tgh tggu result nih..cehhh!

aku pon jwb laa.."errr..result kua arini..pkol 11 td KOT.."

nek lang pon bls blk.. "ehh..relek je neklang tgk nieh..x pg check ke?"..

"hehe..die kne call pejbt..mst line bz..ptg2 nnti la ct call.." aku pon memblakan diri dari situ..konon2 g amek handset..=P

After solat Zohor,,aku tdo..kol 3.15 pm bru trjage, tuh pon sbb ain kol..then, dengan tkot nyer,,aku pon call pejabat. And Alhamdulillah...

Wpon begitu..still..perjalanan aku mseh jaoh..der are 6 sems more, waiting for me to complete them successfully..

Mungkin kali ni naseb mnyebelahi aku, dan aku bersyukur..kepada kawan2 yg kne reseat, dont lose hope..keep ur spirit alive back..we are among d best and always d best..sbb tuh kite trpilih jd med student rite.. ;))cume kali ni tiada rezeki..maybe next time..spe taw..rezeki yg lebeyh best mnanti korang..reseat kali ni..i noe korg bley wat better dr yg lps!!gambate!! =))

and x lupe kpd kawan2 yg lulus..tahniah!! and jgn lupe..our journey never stop here..but still, we have such a long way to go.. :)

~mood song..flying wihout wings~

..terima kaseh chenta..

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didalam sepi ku
setelah jauh melangkah
Cahaya kasih mu
menuntun ku kembali dalam
dekap tangan mu
Terima kasih cinta,
untuk segalanya kau berikan lagi
kesempatan itu.Tak akan terulang lagi
semua…kesalahan ku
yang pernah menyakiti mu
Tanpa mu,
tiada bererti
tak mampu lagi berdiri
Cahaya kasih mu,
menuntun ku, kembali dalam,
dekap tangan mu
Terima kasih cinta,
untuk segalanya,kau berikan lagi,kesempatan itu.
Tak akan terulang lagi,semua…kesalahan ku,
yang pernah menyakiti mu.

Post kali ni biarla bertemakan lagu pulak..trase lagu ni dekat dengan diri aku wat mse sekarang nieh..xtaw kenape..sbb result exam nk kua da kot..jumaat nie je..x lekang rsenyer otak ni dok memikirkan tntg result yg bkal mnjelme dis friday..huhu..

Xmo laa cite psal result kat sini..nk cite psl lagu ni je..hehe..dulu, mse 1st time dengar lgu ni, xdela rse pape..rse bosan je lagu ni sbb rentak slow..tp bile selalu sgt adek aku dengar lgu ni..aku trase jadi suke plak..

Bile ari2 dengar mstila siket2 dapat ingt lirik diekn..siap nyanyi2 lagi..so, lme2 makin suke la ngn lagu nieh..lirik die pon best..

Terharu bile dgr lgu ni sebenanye..lagu ni ditulis dgn baek sekali..dimane, perasaan penghargaan, penyesalan, bersyukur, smue menjadi 1..in one song and in one melody..it is blend nicely..time2 tgh emo, bile dgr lgu ni best je..haha...

So, selagi ade kesempatan dalam idop dengan berbekal kan kesedaran trhdp orang2 yang kite hargai, let them noe, how important they are to us..to our parents,,grandparents,,our siblings, family..our friends.. x kire la our ape2 pon..our teachers, lecturers ke..our pet ke..let them noe..jgn smpai trlambat ntok bg taw diorang how we appreciate them all..

For me,, "terima kaseh cinta" kepada family, especially to two important women in my life..Puan Rahimah Mohd and Puan Khatijah Abdullah..thanks so much for always being there for me..to give ur strengh, hope and courages..how important u are to me mak and aunty..and how i appreciate both of u..if anything in dis world i would like to sacrifice for..totally my answer is for only both of u..=))

For my abah, siblings (abang, angah.alif and adek) and x lupe jugak ntok kak aina and d baby she carries..and will be delivered soon!!!!! to Aiman, Aidil, neklang, and arwah toklang ..them all.., thanks for being very supportive team to me!!..i appreciate it guys!! =))

For my beloved friends..n0thing can be replaced u all..terlalu bnyk knangan bersame..d memories still refreshing in here..deep here..in my heart..

...to my childhood frens, ina, kak dian, anis, aji, apiz, hope diorang dlm keadaan sejahtera selalu..

...to my skgu's frens..Rahmah, Zahartini, Naimah, Marisa, Sue, Nik, Kak Ros..thanks friends!! for d beautiful friendship we had..may Allah bless u all..

...to my smksp's frens..Nana, Piza, Ratna, Thiah, Nad, Natrah, Rahmah Hafiza..thanks so much for ur care..moments we shared so precious!! hope our dreams will come true..

...to my beserian's frens..mina, veetha, ana,..thank you so much!! for d moments we had together..d sadness, happiness, loudness..craziness..all of them..they are among d best people det i noe. They noe me well and they are d people tat can describe how bad and good is a person named "siti juliana hussin",..owhh, how i miss u, our time and moments..mina, veetha, ana, aku syg korg sgt2!!..

...to my matriculation frens..mia, feyuz, mira, alin..thanx!!tempoh setahun sgt bermakne buat aku..best moments we had..we laugh, we cry..so many things we went tru..thnx so much guys!! =)...to my ukm's fren..especially my bloved rumet, Ain,,to my geng, assila, husna, ezzati, mellisa, amzar and x lupe jugak to shima..terime kaseh korang..for d care, everything..everything tat u have done to me,, everything u gave to me, moments ad things we shared would b d most precious time to me..hope our coming result give us more spirit and courage to move on..n keep move on!!..gewd luck my friends..

...to my "fruitheart" ..let it be a joy for us always..and thanx so much for ur 1001 things and ways u gave and showed to me..

tats d end... "TERIMA KASEH CHENTA" :)

Its Ana's bday..

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First of all..
i wud like to say "SORRY" to my dearest old fren, Nur Farhana Roselan
for being 10 mins late wishing for her bday..sorry ana, sorry sgt2..bkn lupe tp x alert.. :D

Ok today is Ana's bday..well, its a 21st bday actlly..ana ni kwn aku time kat beseri dulu2..mse form 4 n 5..kitorg 1 kls..n die la bdak yg dudok sblh aku, slain praveetha n mina..die ni bdak yg senyap je..tp skali ckp,,berjele gk la..lg 1 die ni suke sgt maen2 mate ngn kucing (belong to chromosome XY)..he,,he,,he,,=D

Ana ni suke sgt wane ijau..so i decorated det pix with little bit green stuff..slain dr daun2, ape lg yg ijau kn..so, i choose to add sme daun2 kat pix tuh..hope u like it ana ;))

org2 tue ckp umo 21 ni ibrt dpt kunci kebebasan,,bebas nk wat ape je..trutamenyer kawen arr...ehee..lg 1 kunci nk msok alam dewase..haa ana, no more teenagers phase da..da msok alam dewase pon kite ni,,..matured kah kite ni?? sndri jwb la ek..

kpd kwn2 aku yg laen..da brsedie ke korg nk msok 21 nih?? best korang!! haha =))

so, last but not least..happy bday ana..may Allah watches over u and surrounds u with joy n happiness..amin..~

hurmm, to ana, so bile bley blnje aku kek ni?? :)

~ mood song : im yours, json mraz ~