expect nothing

Author: ctjuliana / Labels: ,

" expect nothing

larger than your small heart

or even

greater than a star "

the way you dont get disappointed

adapted from, expect nothing by Alice Walker

~ listening to according to you, Orianthi ~

exposed and braver

Author: ctjuliana / Labels: , , ,

Today you make laugh of me

should i say thank you?

yes i think i should do so

"thank you"

for making me braver than yesterday


"We think there is always a tomorrow, so why expose our feelings today? Why risk being vulnerable? Why take the chance? Because today, what we love, what we feel, what is real, is what we have. Tomorrow, it may all change."

- by Small Miracles

i appreciate wut i feel today :)
you and me

~ love is not blind after all ~

love, jules.

its too late

Author: ctjuliana / Labels:

its been a while ..

tangan sudah terasa gatal, gatal untuk bermain dengan lensa.

its too late for it to be taken away ..

bila hati ini sudah mula mencintainya

dont ever give me a hope anymore ..

kerna aku tidak bisa menghadapi kekecewaan

~ listening to take a bow, glee cast ~

untouchable shadows

Author: ctjuliana / Labels: ,

i close my eyes
i feel so warm inside
knowing tat im still survived
there's a string of soft music comes tru my ears
dancing silently in my mind
bring back those memories
like a shadows of my life
tat fill up my each day
without you

shadows tat make me smile
shadows tat make me laugh
shadows tat make me cry
shadows tat make me strong
shadows tat make me miss you even more

shadows tat always accompany me
wherever i go

still remain untouchable

i breath deeper
those dont define me
they dont own me
they dont even break me
i wont let they control over me

i breath deeper
i believe my story almost comes to an end
hoping new chapter is being written soon
to share my story
and to hear your own
till the end being there to listen

i close my eyes
trying to sleep with those memories
wishing to meet you
as i always do

so tat
when i wake up tomorrow
i wake up with a smile . .

bcos those shadows remain untouchable

love , jules

be independent

Author: ctjuliana / Labels:

"Be not angry that you cannot make others as you wish them to be, since you cannot make yourself as you wish to be"

-Thomas a Kempis-


"Juliana, there is nobody in this world you can truly depend on, except to yourself and Almighty Allah. Be independent wokey. Learn to do and get things from your own effort...." happy


i miss you