its gonna be another day

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Its been very long time i did not update this blog. Macam da berabuk dah..fuhhhh (penuh habuk!!uhuk2) hurm, i've been tru 2 postings now, Orthopaedic and paediatric. very hectic. plus we got to manage our time with the other modules oso which are Special Study Module and Forensic module. wah, really "love" ssm module..huhu.

Paediatric almost comes to an end now. i discovered that i love ong posting thousands time more compared to orthopaedic and paediatric. weeheee yahoo-messenger-hidden-emoticons-money-eyes not to say i dont love children. i do love them! but to know the fact that they really hate doctors, they r very afraid whenever doctor comes near to them..its hurtful. i dont want to be hated. i want to be loved. yes, being a paeditrician you can treat them better. of cos you can. but, im not gonna be into tat way, children scared of you like you are a big monster in a white attire hunger for their blood. eheeee.

Paediatric short case is coming. cuaknyer worried

but in between the time..

IT's gonna be Another Day with Sunshine. 2 days 2 go honey!! big grin

I really hope everything is just going to be fine for us.

been missing you for a such long time.



love, jules.



~ listening to falling for you, caolbie calliat ~




colourful :)

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terima kaseh korang ^^

kerana menceriakan petang itu happy

" imy "

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welcome back dear little baby


" i miss you "


happy


lovely day

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One calm morning

two excited persons

with one little innocent lens



~ Listening to lovely day, you're beautiful ost :) ~




..by nuezz

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Here we go, in taman tasik permaisuri again. haha, no other place tat closest to HUKM maa..But, Taman permaisuri pon cun. chantekbig grin My friend, ezzati jus bought a new dslr. Accompanying her testing her dslr for 4 hours such a big pleasure! lame kot tak jenjalan plus playing with the lens. rindunyer kat my little dear baby!!

I like the way she touches her photos, really sharp happy

Keep up dear fren winking

My dear little baby just come back to me. Im so so happy!

Plus, got friend to go for photoshoot big grin


~ Pictures taken from, Nuezz 11 july 2010 ~



dis one, i captured for her happy

expect nothing

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" expect nothing

larger than your small heart

or even

greater than a star "




the way you dont get disappointed


adapted from, expect nothing by Alice Walker




~ listening to according to you, Orianthi ~






exposed and braver

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Today you make laugh of me

should i say thank you?

yes i think i should do so

"thank you"

for making me braver than yesterday

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"We think there is always a tomorrow, so why expose our feelings today? Why risk being vulnerable? Why take the chance? Because today, what we love, what we feel, what is real, is what we have. Tomorrow, it may all change."

- by Small Miracles


i appreciate wut i feel today :)
you and me




~ love is not blind after all ~



love, jules.



its too late

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its been a while ..

tangan sudah terasa gatal, gatal untuk bermain dengan lensa.

its too late for it to be taken away ..

bila hati ini sudah mula mencintainya

dont ever give me a hope anymore ..

kerna aku tidak bisa menghadapi kekecewaan





~ listening to take a bow, glee cast ~





untouchable shadows

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i close my eyes
i feel so warm inside
knowing tat im still survived
there's a string of soft music comes tru my ears
dancing silently in my mind
bring back those memories
like a shadows of my life
tat fill up my each day
without you

shadows tat make me smile
shadows tat make me laugh
shadows tat make me cry
shadows tat make me strong
shadows tat make me miss you even more

shadows tat always accompany me
wherever i go

still remain untouchable

i breath deeper
numb.empty.lonely.tired
those dont define me
they dont own me
they dont even break me
i wont let they control over me

i breath deeper
i believe my story almost comes to an end
hoping new chapter is being written soon
to share my story
and to hear your own
till the end being there to listen

i close my eyes
trying to sleep with those memories
wishing to meet you
as i always do

so tat
when i wake up tomorrow
i wake up with a smile . .

bcos those shadows remain untouchable




love , jules



be independent

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"Be not angry that you cannot make others as you wish them to be, since you cannot make yourself as you wish to be"

-Thomas a Kempis-


inhaling..

"Juliana, there is nobody in this world you can truly depend on, except to yourself and Almighty Allah. Be independent wokey. Learn to do and get things from your own effort...." happy

exhaling..



i miss you