New Journey to...

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Thing tat i scared the most during my semester holiday suddenly became reality..

I got my first posting..and it is something tat out of my expectation..

Obstetric and Gynaecology,

The moment i knew bout my O&G posting..i feel so afraid..nervous..worried..sad..

"Could I survive with O&G posting?"

"How would it be? Is it really Difficult, worse like wut others said??"

I realized tat i couldn't go anywhere else..i couldn't even move if i keep on thinking tat way..

Wutever it is, i have to face it..

No matter how hard, how bad it is..it is my job, to learn, learn, learn and learn..

I have to accept these challenges so tat i can feel the exhilaration of victory someday..

InsyaAllah =))

~Pray everything will be fine for me and for All of us....Amin~



~ I wanna be somebody,,and tat somebody is a five stars doctor ~


"Mountains cannot be surmounted except by winding paths. . .
-- Johann Wolfgang Von Goethe"

Aqeel Asyraaf in actions..

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Presenting...Aqeel and his actions..
Gambar2 ni taken masa Aqeel tengah wat projek..hehe..
Time tido pon sempat je die..
Ikot sape la ni haaa Aqeel???
mesti ikot Ayah die nieh!!!
Nampak sgt!!
hehehe...

p/s : jangan mara ar abg..nanti cepat tua.. =DD

~ saya rindu sama Aqeel..=( ~

Aqeel Asyraaf part 1..

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Starting to miss Aqeel Oredy .. =(

Taraaa~~ Aqeel da brumo 5 hari arini..

hes such a good + hensem + cute + macho baby boy..
Die nanges time nak susu je..
laen laen masa die asyik tido..hehe..
lagi 1 kan, die ni suke btol tido time siang..tengah2 mlm pulak die suke berjage,,
Kesiian mama and ayah die kene berjage mlm jugak!! =D


Aqeel, cpt sket besa tao..
mak ngah x saba nk tgk Aqeel bley lari,, =D

((= H M D =))

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Thank you for believing in me
when I found it difficult
to believe in myself...
for saying what I've needed to hear sometimes,
instead of what I've wanted to hear...
for siding with me...
and for giving me another side to consider.

Thank you for opening yourself up to me...
for trusting me with your thoughts
and disappointments and dreams...
for knowing you can depend on me
and for asking my help when you've needed it.

Thank you for putting so much
thought and care and imagination
into our friendship...
for sharing so many nice times
and making so many special memories with me.

Thank you for always being honest with me
being kind to me...being there for me.

Thank you for being
a friend to me
in so many meaningful ways.
--Larry S. Chengges


Happy world Mothers Day =))

~Listening to Song for mama by Boys 2 Men~

c o n g r a t u l a t i o n

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C O N G R A T U L A T I O N

Tahniah untuk abang dan kak aina di atas kelahiran anak lelaki mereka..


A L H A M D U L I L L A H

yayay!! gembira sangat sebab, saya da dapat seorang anak buah..hooray!! =))

060509

01230

~cute number isn't it??~




~ilham gamba dari http://radinaminurasyid.epikt.net/~

when YOU say..n0thing at all

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It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart
Without saying a word, you can light up the dark
Try as I may I can never explain
What I hear when you don't say a thing
The smile on your face lets me know that you need me 
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me

The touch of your hand says you'll catch me wherever I fall

You say it best ....when you say nothing at all


All day long I can hear people talking out loud
But when you hold me near, you drown out the crowd

Try as they may they could never define

What's been said between your heart and mine


The smile on your face lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me wherever I fall
You say it best...........When you say noting at all


Oh......The smile on your face lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me

The touch of your hand says you'll catch me wherever I fall

You say it best (say it best).. when you say nothing at all


(You say it best when you say nothing at all
You say it best when you say nothing at all..)


That smile on your face

The truth in your eyes
The touch of your hand

Let's me know that you need me..



love dis song..Layan~

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FUN!!FUN!!FUN!!...Semalam hari yang BEST dan memenatkan..sebab :
  • Sepanjang hari, i spent my time wit Hafizah, my lower form fren..She wanted to find a present for her Boyfren..So, i helped her seeking the best present ever for her boyfren!! We got so many choices..furthermore, BIG SALE in KL now..weeee~

~Potrait 0f me and her (Hafizah)~

  • Sepanjang malam nye pulak, i spent my time kemas segala benda yang berada kat atas meja study dan rak buku ku and put them into several big boxes..untuk di angkut pada 13 may nnti..yuhuuu~


JOM KEMAS [BUKU] [NOTA] [FAIL] and dot dot dot dot... ;)



~My portfolio file~
~Maseh berseh mcm baru beli je~


~Dush..banyak betul nota2 ku~
~Nota untuk 4 semester, mane tak banyak kan?~



~And so the files and separated books~
~Berat betul nak mngankutnyer..luckily ade adek lelaki kat rumah~
~Bile lagi nak mempergunakan die kan..hehehe..Time kaseh Halif sbb tlg along =D ~


~Kemas Jue, jangan tak kemas..Hardly susun them ( all the nota2) into their files~



~Adek's kitten..sibuk je lil kitten nie nk tolong saye kemas notes and files..heee~



Sekarang dah pukol 6.40 pagi da pon..badan terasa penat tp but why la mataku ini susah ntok ditutup..

Everybody in dis home dah sampai dreamland da pon..but me?? still mngadap dis old laptop.. tape, old2 pon i tetap syg u laa my lappy.. (^_^)



~Listening to Tika Dinihari, Mestica~

..get well soon =))

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Simple entry to wish him a fast fever recovery..hope you'll feel better soon!! So tat, you can focusing on ur studies for dis coming mid term examinations.. ;))

"Give yourself whatever gifts of time and rest you need to feel better and know that you're surrounded by caring thoughts and prayers and heartfelt wishes"


~ rest easy and get well soon Dear.. =)) ~

~ listening to.."for you i will" by teddy geiger ~

..Would you be friend with me??

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"..Would you be friend with me..??"

"..Why do i need friends??"

~ i need friends for many reasons, no matter wut d time, d day and d season is ~



" ..Friend is someone who thinks you are good even though he knows that you are slightly cracked.."



"..A friend is someone who believes in you when you have ceased to believe in yourself.."


"..We need friends to comfort us when we are sad, to laugh with when we are glad.."


"..We need friends to give us good advice, someone we can count on to treat us nice.."



"..We need friends to remember us when we have passed, sharing memories that will always last.."


"..We need friends to help us solve our troubles, and to share good times so the joy is doubled.."



"..We need friends, because we want to let somebody know and share about our deepest thoughts, our ideas, and our real emotions.."


FRIENDS, They never leave your side, even in the worst of circumstances. When you are sitting with a friend, you dont feel the need to say words. They will understand even you are in silence..

"..Everyone hears what you say, Friends listen to what you have to say, Best friends listen to what you dont say.."


"..The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversations you've ever had.."





***This is my physiology of friendship***

"..Would you be friend with me..??"





~ m00d song "my wish", Rascal Flatts ~

..anat0my 0f friendship..

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"What is a friend means? A single soul dwelling in two bodies"... - Aristotle


"What is anotomy means? It is, part of our body".. - General


Im so boring today, so, i sort of "punggah" all the document and folder in this very old computer..suddenly, i found one special folder named "beautiful friendship"..i opened it. and...intrestingly, i found this nice article..it was an old article, but i would like to share it..


Read this out..

"""..My mother used to ask me what is the most important part of the body. Through the years I would take a guess at what I thought was the correct answer. When I was younger, I thought sound was very important to us as humans, so I said, "My ears, Mommy."

She said, "No. Many people are deaf. But you keep thinking about it and I will ask you again soon."

Several years passed before she asked me again. Since making my first attempt, I had contemplated the correct answer. So this time I told her,

"Mommy, sight is very important to everybody, so it must be our eyes".She looked at me and told me, "You are learning fast, but the answer is not correct because there are many people who are blind."

Stumped again, I continued my quest for knowledge and over the years, Mother asked me a couple more times and always her answer was, "No. But you are getting smarter every year, my child."

Then last year, my grandpa died. Everybody was hurt. Everybody was crying. Even my father cried. I remember that especially because it was only the second time I saw him cry. My Mom looked at me when it was our turn to say our final goodbye to Grandpa.

She asked me, "Do you know the most important body part yet, my dear?"

I was shocked when she asked me this now. I always thought this was a game between her and me. She saw the confusion on my face and told me,

"This question is very important. It shows that you have really lived in our life. For every body part you gave me in the past, I have told you were wrong and I have given you an example why. But today is the day you need to learn this important lesson".

She looked down at me as only a mother can. I saw her eyes well up with tears.

She said, "My dear, the most important body part is your shoulder. I asked, "Is it because it holds up my head?"

She replied, "No, it is because it can hold the head of a friend or a loved one when they cry. Everybody needs a shoulder to cry on sometime in life, my dear. I only hope that you have enough love and friends that you will always have a shoulder to cry on when you need it..."""

(its a nice story isnt it?) ;))




Moral of the stories..
  • EYES:
Will always see for your friends no matter how they are..
  • EARS:
Will always listen to them..and how you understand them..
  • MOUTH:
Will always tell them the truth and give your honest opinions..Share with them..
  • SHOULDER:
Will offer your shoulder whenever they need one to cry and lean on, will give them strength when you find it hard for them to carry on by themselves..
  • HEART:
To love them for who they really are and not judge, Will always have a place for them..
  • HANDS:
To hold them whenever they need a little guidance, hold them when they might fall, to lend when they need helps..
  • ARMS:
Will always make them feel comfortable in a way by offer hugs when they need someone. Will try to warm them whenever they are in cold..
  • FEET:
To walk with them throughout their life and be the best friend as you can be.



""As every part of our body play a vital functions towards friendship.. :) ""


Have you ever honestly ask yourself which person in our lives means the most to us??,..



We often find that it is those who, giving much advice, solutions, cures, share our pain and touch our wounds with a gentle and tender hands. The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hours of grief, who can tolerate,who would understand us in a way no matter how we were and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares...



..Quiet Nervous!!

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..Quiet Nervous now!! im going to face third year soon, its a clinical year..2 tahon theory da berlalu..(npe aku rse mse berjln ngn cpt nyer)..hari ni da 22 Aapril 2009...tggal brape ari je lg nk tempoh sem baru!! kat tmpt baru!!...uwaaa..trase choowak yg amt sgt!!..

Lepas bce blog seniors..huhu,,taterkate rasenye..x ley byg kan cm ne la idop aku nnti.. (=.=)

Tetibe rse...xtaw nk dscribe mcm mne!!..smue perasaan brcmpo adok..uwaa!! huhuhuhu... (=.=)
Someone plz help me!! =/




~juliana yg tengah moody~